you hurt me,
you know you did
you left my chest empty

I moved on,
got new friends; got a life.
experienced a summer that was truly magical
that hole you left?
gone
it left me whole

but wait,
today I slowed down
this life caught up with me
I'd forgotten what's important

this morning I severed some ties,
vowed to make some changes
my desicion left me feeling right,
happy even.

yet
I came home tonight and found an unwanted guest
the hole
right here in my chest
almost like before
but now, bigger

it wasn't healed
just covered,
for a while

Do you ever miss someone so much it hurts?

I always wanted a twin.

Othello

Yesterday I read the Shakespeare play Othello.

I don't understand why Shakespeare always has to kill everyone off in the end.

so long sweet summer

Summer is done.

College starts on Monday.

That is all.

yum

One day I hope to be able to make the perfect cupcake.

this post will change your life

If you are reading this blog and the thought "wow, this blog is really lame" is running through your head, let me tell you, I know this blog is lame. I am not expecting anyone to read my boring posts and have a life changing experience. Although I know those fishing pictures were pretty inspiring to some people. I am blogging only to get my thoughts out and document my life for future use. Because I'm sure that in the future I will be dying to know that wished I had musical talent and will have the extreme desire to remember every sad song I listened to.

I really, really love reading blogs. I honestly feel deeply inspired sometimes by a simple ordinary post. I don't know why, but reading a persons feelings that you wouldn't normally hear really gets to me; even if the feelings are just average every day ones. I wish I could have discovered the blogging world earlier on. Many a boring day could have been spent seeing the world through a different set of eyes.



Anywho, I have, of course, been having a Harry Potter movie marathon the past couple days. So this post was read in my head with a British accent. I couldn't help it. So please, read this with that accent in mind. It just wouldn't be right if you didn't. I CANNOT WAIT FOR HARRY POTTER. Sorry, I couldn't contain my excitement there. Stay tuned for an epic blog post about Harry Potter my love. Coming shortly. Hold your breath. It's going to be awesome.

(sneak peek) 













I know it's incredibly exciting but please do not pee your pants.




p.s. the post title was purely sarcasm

we fish

Today, we went fishing.
















we didn't catch a single fish

flying

This morning Hay, Kels, and I got to go on a hot air balloon ride.
It was incredible:)

in the middle of the night

in the middle of the night when i'm in this dream

it's like a million little stars spelling out your name

you gotta come on, come on, say that we'll be together

 come on, come on

Untouchable. I love Taylor Swift. Thanks Becca for showing me this song. It is so pretty.

these are the best memories

i WILL make this the best summer of my life.

running through sprinklers in the middle of the night
having a dance party on a round-a-bout
running from a creepy guy
having a dance party in macey's parking lot
playing a legit game of truth or dare
laying on my back in the middle of the road

last night rocked.




can i just say that i hate allergies? despise them actually. i went eighteen years without a single allergy and then BAM. i can't stop sneezing.

summer lovin'

bucket list

"a list of things you want to do before you die"

"a list you make with friends of things you always say you're going to do but don't"

I want a bucket list. I know it is cliche and majorly overdone yet I want one.

But, do I want a...

summer bucket list?

or a

life long bucket list?

I am thinking a summer one. My summer has been so much fun so far but it needs to be spiced up a bit. 

This list needs to be possible to complete but not too simple. I want to be challenged but not overwhelmed.





i will reveal this list soon. whenever it is complete... although if it is a list of any significance it will never truly be complete.

i

love 

summer