I just love him more than anything.

this picture makes me cry










I read your words over and over again, partially sustaining myself until I hear from you again.

There is only one person who has the ability to always make you happy, and that's yourself.



My dad took us kids to Disneyland this past weekend. It was so much fun! Disneyland at Christmas time is amazing. It's decorated so cute, some rides are festive, and the shows are all done to Christmas music. I loved it.

I came home and headed straight over to my apartment to check the mail... THREE letters from Josh! I couldn't be happier:) 

First email and first letter.

Best day ever:)

Joshua and his dog Raspberry.

I love this.





I need a best friend.
Today I was going through all of my old pictures and got so nostalgic. I have lost a lot of really amazing friends in the past year. I still have some good friends, but I hardly ever see them. I don't have that one person that I could go to no matter what, that completely knows me and loves me for who I am. Someone who can cheer me up, make me laugh until I cry, and listen to all of my secrets. That's exactly what I need right now.

I do have a best friend, but he is leaving me for two years. And I really just need a girlfriend.

time and eternity

I literally cannot wait to get married.

Sometimes I'm scared though. I see so many old couples who don't seem to love each other at all. I want to be loved and adored my whole life. Even when I'm all wrinkly. I know I'll love my husband forever. He will always be the most handsome man in the world. I hope he will feel the same about me.


I know who I want to marry. Maybe I'm too young to know that and maybe I'm wrong. But if I did marry him I'd be the happiest and luckiest girl in the world.

you don't know how lovely you are

I love Coldplay. I want a boy with a beautiful voice to sing something so pretty to me.

 Josh and I went shopping yesterday.

This is my favorite shirt I got.

Also, I just barely finished my first ever college test! Pretty impressive, I know.



Josh got his mission call! Lubbuck, Texas mission! I am so happy for him and so so proud of him! He is going to make an incredible missionary. I am excited for him to go but I miss him already.

contrary to popular belief

Some of the best things in life are the little enjoyable occurrences that happen randomly throughout your day. Being happy over a huge event is awesome, but sometimes I prefer being happy over the little things.

Today a certain person called me. I was so happy that once we hung up I started singing about it. "He called me. He called me". Over and over again, just like that.

It was nice.

Being in college I feel so insignificant. I'm just one of thousands of people at school and no one even notices me or pays particular attention to me. I kind of like it that way.

The insignificance is sort of a lonely feeling too though. I don't have my mom here to care about how my day went. I don't get asked everyday what I learned at school. If I didn't come back to my apartment at night no one would worry. I don't get to kiss my baby brother goodnight anymore. I'm totally on my own. It's bitter-sweet.

:)

I'm happy. Like really happy. My life is great. I just want to smile. ALL THE TIME.

Considering this happy mood I am in I wanted everyone reading this to be happy too. So look at this picture...

... realize it's true. And smile, like me.

tumblr

I got a Tumblr and I love it. If you love to blog then you would love a Tumblr. It's like blogging but easier. You don't have to write as much. It's more about pictures and cute little sayings. Mine is 13megnicole.tumblr.com. I have a whole following of one. Impressive, I know. 

On another note, I am moving out in two days! Two freaking days. Up until this point I have been so nervous and pretty much dreading the move. Now I'm not sure if I can wait until Wednesday. It's going to be great:)

I know this post is boring so I thought I would share a picture of me and my dad from back in the day:

Gotta love awkwardfamilyphotos.com.
 

zoe and megs

 

 miss you best friend

lovelys

everyone deserves love

yours truly

flying

This morning Hay, Kels, and I got to go on a hot air balloon ride.
It was incredible:)