Josh and I went shopping yesterday.

This is my favorite shirt I got.

Also, I just barely finished my first ever college test! Pretty impressive, I know.



Josh got his mission call! Lubbuck, Texas mission! I am so happy for him and so so proud of him! He is going to make an incredible missionary. I am excited for him to go but I miss him already.

You know you're lonely when...
You look forward to going to work for an 8 hour shift
You actually get excited for school
And you are slightly disappointed when you finish your homework.


You know you're lonely when you almost cry because your favorite tv shows are ending for the season and now you'll have nothing to do on Monday or Tuesday nights.

You know you're lonely when you have nothing better to do than do than sit in your room and take creepy pictures of yourself.

You know you're lonely when..
You find yourself going to bed at 9 simply because you have nothing to do
And you make up a reason to call your mom just so you can have someone to talk to.




You know you're lonely when you talk to your teddy bear every night before you go to sleep.

case closed

I am such an awful person. Seriously, I suck.

I am a judger.

I see someone and I immediately judge their appearance. I am pretty brutal about it too. I never say what I think aloud but I know it is still just as bad. If I'm around them long enough to hear them talk I feel like I have them completely figured out after I hear about a sentence.

This is a really terrible habit and I need to stop it.

I have absolutely no right to criticize someone based on what they look like.

Or how or what they talk about.

Everyone has a story and I have no idea what it is.

I often wonder what people think of me when they see me or listen to me talk. Probably some pretty bad stuff I wouldn't even want to know. Although with that said, I wish I had the power to know what everyone around me was thinking. That would be rad.

Let's all just love each other. Sounds good to me.



contrary to popular belief

Some of the best things in life are the little enjoyable occurrences that happen randomly throughout your day. Being happy over a huge event is awesome, but sometimes I prefer being happy over the little things.

Today a certain person called me. I was so happy that once we hung up I started singing about it. "He called me. He called me". Over and over again, just like that.

It was nice.

Being in college I feel so insignificant. I'm just one of thousands of people at school and no one even notices me or pays particular attention to me. I kind of like it that way.

The insignificance is sort of a lonely feeling too though. I don't have my mom here to care about how my day went. I don't get asked everyday what I learned at school. If I didn't come back to my apartment at night no one would worry. I don't get to kiss my baby brother goodnight anymore. I'm totally on my own. It's bitter-sweet.