I often wonder why the obvious right thing is sometimes so freaking tough.



For me at least.

I know it's pretty dumb but I just really love this song.
The music video isn't my favorite but it is a good song.

Ten things a 5-year-old is grateful for on Thanksgiving:

1.food

2.people

3.shows

4.buildings

5.water

6.toys

7.treats

8.houses

9.presents

10.all stuff except guns or swords or bombs or nothing like that

Yes it's cliche, but, it's so strange to be constantly surrounded by people and still feel utterly alone. To feel like no one has a clue what I'm going through, no one understands me. I try to explain to someone what I'm feeling and they dismiss it and act like I'm being dramatic. I'm not. Idealy I would lay in this bed all day today. To dream sounds like a relief. Yet, this morning I did wake from a nightmare.

I'm unhappy but how can I let go? Letting go would only increase the hurt.

chubs

My mom dropped me off at my apartment today after I had been home all weekend because I got my wisdom teeth out. She decided to go to work so I got to babysit my precious adorable baby brother. Yay:) He got all cuddled up on my bed and pretended to be asleep so I could take a picture.

time and eternity

I literally cannot wait to get married.

Sometimes I'm scared though. I see so many old couples who don't seem to love each other at all. I want to be loved and adored my whole life. Even when I'm all wrinkly. I know I'll love my husband forever. He will always be the most handsome man in the world. I hope he will feel the same about me.


I know who I want to marry. Maybe I'm too young to know that and maybe I'm wrong. But if I did marry him I'd be the happiest and luckiest girl in the world.

you don't know how lovely you are

I love Coldplay. I want a boy with a beautiful voice to sing something so pretty to me.