Othello

Yesterday I read the Shakespeare play Othello.

I don't understand why Shakespeare always has to kill everyone off in the end.

so long sweet summer

Summer is done.

College starts on Monday.

That is all.

you can plan for a change in the weather and time but i never planned on you changing your mind

I remember a moment in my life when I was around seven. I arrived with my mom at the grocery store and as we pulled into the parking space I looked to my right and saw a pretty teenage girl sitting in the passenger seat of the car next to us. This memory has stuck to me because the girl had tears running down her cheeks. She was the loneliest thing I have ever seen.

Today I was that girl. The girl crying alone in her car at the stoplight.

:)

I'm happy. Like really happy. My life is great. I just want to smile. ALL THE TIME.

Considering this happy mood I am in I wanted everyone reading this to be happy too. So look at this picture...

... realize it's true. And smile, like me.

pretty fly for a wifi

This is my new home. Not a very good picture, I know. Remember that whole me being nervous and scared to move out business? Well I had absolutely no reason to worry! I am loving life. So much. I love my apartment, I love my roommates, and I love living on my own. Granted, it has only been two days but it has been a pretty darn good two days:)

Now on to the next obstacle in my life. COLLEGE. It is looming before me and try as I might I can't get it to stop coming. I am freaking out. Every time I think about it I tear up. It's pretty bad. Hopefully it will be like this whole moving out experience and I will eventually love it. I can see that happening. Maybe.

tumblr

I got a Tumblr and I love it. If you love to blog then you would love a Tumblr. It's like blogging but easier. You don't have to write as much. It's more about pictures and cute little sayings. Mine is 13megnicole.tumblr.com. I have a whole following of one. Impressive, I know. 

On another note, I am moving out in two days! Two freaking days. Up until this point I have been so nervous and pretty much dreading the move. Now I'm not sure if I can wait until Wednesday. It's going to be great:)

I know this post is boring so I thought I would share a picture of me and my dad from back in the day:

Gotta love awkwardfamilyphotos.com.
 

love is a condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own.

robert heinlein

beauty is not caused. it is.

emily dickinson

they say you only live once.

you're only young once too.

i'm scared to grow up and become boring.

party while you're young. while you still want to.


"life is too short not to make the best and the most of everything that comes your way everyday"
 

the bad things in life open your eyes to the good things you weren't paying attention to before.

from good will hunting

skies are crying. i am watching. catching teardrops in my hands.
only silence as it's ending, like we never had a chance.
do you have to make me feel like there is nothing left of me?

demi lavato

yum

One day I hope to be able to make the perfect cupcake.

new paint

I'm eighteen, moving out, and starting college. How in the world did my life go by so quickly? I feel like this whole "growing up" topic has been greatly over used lately. I don't care though. Because all I know is that I am way too freaking old. 

Contrary to my previous plan I am moving with my family to our new house. Tomorrow. This is the last night I will sleep in our current home. Over the past couple of days I have been reminiscing over all of the many memories that took place here.

My family moved to this house when I was in third grade. I was eight. It has been ten years since then. Sometimes I wish I could be eight again. Moving into a brand new house with most of my childhood ahead of me. I would do a lot differently.

After moving tomorrow I will move again in less than two weeks. This time by myself. It will be sad to come home and visit my family in an unfamiliar house. But oh well. I need to stop complaining. I have been very blessed. The situation my family is in with this new home is honestly miraculous. Everything has fallen into place so perfectly. We couldn't have done it without the help of some amazing people. We are so lucky to have them in our lives.


Come tomorrow I will say goodbye to this house and move on. It is the start of a new part of my life.


I am going to make it a good one.

wait, they don't love you like I love you

I know I blog too much. I have way too much time on my hands lately and nothing better to do. Plus I just love it. My new favorite thing is the website stumbleupon. You find the most interesting things on that sight. It's a more productive waste of time than Facebook or Twitter. Probably.

some nice pictures I "stumbled upon".

zoe and megs

 

 miss you best friend

lovelys

everyone deserves love